On April 1, 2009, David Roussève’s theatrical dance company, Reality, performed Saudade at UCLA’s Freud Playhouse. In Portuguese saudade is defined as yearning, nostalgia, or to be greatly missed. Saudade is the third and final work in the Bittersweet series where Roussève explores the point where agony and joy collide.
For one hour and forty minutes without intermission, Roussève drew the audience into a psychological drama. Not everyone in the audience had the emotional or mental stamina to endure the performance filled with shackles, foul language, and lesbian sex.
Those audience members who stayed for the duration, walked with Roussève from the beginning of “desperately trying to understand the meaning of life,” through phases of life, until the end where the realization comes that life may never be understood.
One of the mesmerizing aspects of the performance was the way Roussève quietly walked diagonally across the stage from beginning to end. Each step was slowly recorded while the dancers moved around him. At certain junctures Roussève stopped the walk to deliver a monologue.
Each monologue told a story. In each story Roussève assumed the voices of the characters: a former slave girl named Sally, an old man’s lonely life with an alley cat, a mother who loses her husband to rescue her children during Hurricane Katrina.
There was also the haunting interwoven tale of Roussève’s own life, his struggle to live in his “own spot on the earth.” Even in these bittersweet moments, love survived as the overarching theme.
The soft sounds of Fado played in the background as the strong, sensual dancers moved around the stage. There was a certain rawness highlighted when the dancers shifted into spoken word. Each scene pushed an extreme and acceptance of what “is” life was barely tolerable. It is no wonder the group is named Reality.
This is not a performance for children, those with weak hearts, or those who would rather keep their heads in the sand. For the brave few who walk through life alert, go see Saudade at the Freud Playhouse.